I occasionally catch myself saying, "I want my life back."

The life I was living in Oregon? With their father? Feeling constantly lonely and unloved?

Shit.


What I really want back are my dreams. Living in the country, having animals, a small family farm... I don't feel like those dreams are attainable anymore. At least not for a while. I keep trying to imagine doing that here... where?




HEY GIRL... stop living in the past, and the future. Live here, now.
Get up and go clean, and play with the kids. NOW... GO!